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Friday, December 23, 2011♥
I'm feeling putrid. I don't want to be found. I want to disappear. This happens often after I pile up emotions. Stupid things I don't know. I wish my soul would turn off, and when I felt like it, I could turn it back on. Right now. I need to shut it all off and ignore it all. It's pathetic and selfish, but I'm just too ready to leave this all. To escape. My mood swings, and I just want to wake up with sunshine in my eyes. To know where I'm going. I don't care that you hate me. I don't care that you love me. I don't care that you want to help me out. I don't care that I don't talk about how I feel. I don't care that you think that it's unhealthy. I'll do what I want. Don't tell me what to do. Because why ? I don't care. I can't stand that you sit here pretending like you care a ounce about my sanity. Because I know you don't. Pretending is wrong. I don't want a pretender. I want a friend. Here's the best part. I believe you. Whatever I do, I'm dragged back to the beginning of this vicious circle. This time, I wanna take it slow and keep this life in line. Maybe fall in love, so I can learn to love the night. We can sail the seven seas and leave these ghosts of mine.
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