Saturday, September 12, 2009♥
~two thousand nine:the twenty-fifth of september
eight: thirty five post meridiem
mood: wretchedly upset
listening to: sorry sorry-super junior
[ incheon festival :D ]eating/drinking: babies/tea
wearing: black tank top, button lining; striped shorts...
Mourning For You
[ j u s t b e c a u s e i c a n ]
Well, I guess I shall start off how my wonderous week went.
Jaebeom, from 2PM, has apprently left the group.
Oh, and the best part is, I had to hold up how I've been feeling until now.
He left on Tuesday.
My life is absolutely too filled sometimes D:
Jay, I miss you.
I don't even know you.
Bogoshipdaaaaaaaa~
I'm too lazy to actually sit here and type out Korean.
Well, I shall continue ranting until my system feels thoroughly cleared.
Jaebeom has to leave 2PM over some stupid MySpace comment four years ago.
fouryearsago.
OMGWTF ?!
He was like what ? Seventeen, sixteen ?
Whatever, he said Korea sucked.
You know what ?
If I was in another country, like India and didn't speak the language...
How do you think I would feel ?
Horrified.
If I didn't have anyone in this country ?
How would I feel ?
Terrified.
I'm not trying to imply anything, or really stick to his side because;
wtfjaypark ?!
you have girls dying at the airport in incheon...
Although, I truly feel bad for him.
It's not fair that people are so miserable that they have to be selfish antifans.
No matter how much I don't like DBSK, I would never be an antifan.
I still support them even if I don't have an extreme obsession over them.
Another thing I think is, Jay, where the Hell is your pride?
I know, and so does everyone in Korea, that you are so pulling someone's freaking leg.
There isn't enough guilt for you to go to Seattle.
I'm sorry, there just isn't.
I know you could've stayed in Korea and everything would've been fine.
You have three thousand people that are antifans, but a million more that love you.
I think you need to go back to Korea...
Anyway.
I was so upset the other day I made a sign and wore it to school.
My friend Brooke and I mourned for Jay leaving D:
I truly did<3
Then, I talked to my friend Lyssa the next day and her I mourned at lunch.
I was a mourning nerd for this week...
D:<
Oh God.
-It seems it's 2PM once Again, and Again.
I guess I can't let go of the fact that we met so perfectly, and it'll be Only You in my heart.
Yesterday, I wanted to say I Hate You, but truly, I never can because...
-You'll always be 10 points out of 10<3>
8:35 PM | ♥에 서면
Fuck My Post.